I just want to express it to certain people or person in this matter. I want to say that I care for you...but I’m sorry for not showing it more, for if I show it to you.. You might felt childish. What’s more I don’t know how to show my affection towards people that I love and care. As we both are growing to adulthood. I just hope that you are on the right track of life.. Please don’t waste time to care for someone special and then be heart broken.. Because I don’t and I hope you will do the best for your ultimate moment before venturing into another... I don’t advice people to be like me.. because I’m a lesser being that want nothing else but trying to struggle in this challenging world.. But think for your health. I really want to do something special for you but what..I don’t really want you to know that.. Do try not to hurt the people that you care and care towards you..As for me, maybe sometimes I do get mad at you, but that because it’s my fault for not understanding you better.. If you do not satisfied with me you can freely talk it out, for your opinion DOES matter to me..But I do like your knowledge of stuff around you, and when I do need help you are there to help out..That’s why I sometimes rely much on you.. Certain task is best to done with you around...You and I have our own life ahead of us, but for me... Family does come 1st in my life. Although siblings may not see eye to eye on certain matter but.. I’m willing to tolerate for the sake of this family...