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Money Pressure

             It been a long day..Sorry because I haven't been feeding you all about what this and what that..Actually I do have time but it is not enough when you are a student like me..Anyway I will provide you the info now about I had been through this couple of days..Firstly, I have just received my money fund from PTPTN.I dunno how much it will figure but I just don't really care about those money,because..I already received an early fund from a unexpected but trusted source.However,there a greater burden lay ahead of me..The question popped out of my mind on what should I use my money for?Should I really use it for my own purpose..Hmmm,It just I foresaw a thought about something major to do with this money.But I ain't talking about buying gadget or something like that,although I do envy certain person for buying new mobile phone that are currently up to date..However there are a lot of uncertainty on this next big thing I wanna do.I think that this is what the economics called decision making and opportunity cost..Ehehehe...Maybe I think I will let the time tell me what should I use the money for..Therefore for the time being I will save my money..Eer I mean budgeting my expenditure...So until next post..I hope I have the determination to continue this blog...WATCH OUT...

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Select Mobile Phone

         
           Hello, this is my post regarding mobile phones..I've been asked my opinion about mobile phones..The truth is we must ask question first to ourself this question so we can minimize our preference on mobile phones..Okay so, firstly ask yourself what types of phones do you prefer?Do you want touchscreen,a keypad maybe or a qwerty keyboard,maybe you prefer a hybrid..A hybrid is a mobile phones that incorporate more than one key input..Such as touch qwerty,keypad touch,keypad qwerty..It's amazing that mobile phone company able to create such unique design and function to meet a high demanding customer out there..Let's go to second phase..What function do you want on your mobile phone? This also depend on how do you intend to use your mobile phones..If you are a cam whore than a high megapixel will suit you best..with big internal and expandable external memory is a great match..Or are you a business oriented person that want a mobile phone that able to assist your business anywhere you go..Then a qwerty keyboard will serve you the right experience not to mention bundling it with all business based apps that would enable you to create share edit and store you data..After answering these two question or asking a mobile phone seller based on these two question, there is no doubt that any seller able to offer you the suitable mobile phone to suit your need..Next thing to do is to choose which of the brand that is your cup of tea..I bet this will be a bit confusing because there is lots and lots of brands to choose from..But let us choose wisely..For my opinion,you should choose any of these brand, Nokia,SE,Samsung,HTC,LG and Motorola..All these able to provide you mobile phones based on your liking..Lastly..If you already budgeted  how much you want to spend then it will determine whether you can afford  a mobile phones that you want..If your budget are high sure enough your will get the most wonderful phones they can offer you..And one more thing..If you rather buy a basic functional phones then...DON'T BOTHER TO READ THIS..hehehehe

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Change Of Heart

 


        Hello,it's me again..So I have been trying to get adsense to associate with my blog but no avail..So I've been thinking lately about adding more useful info in this blog. So this blog won't be just become the place to throw out my feels but also helps to provide readers out there about some of my knowledge in mobile phones or computer...I also will be linking my blog to other sites that able to help you to understand better on what I am saying..So just wait for my next post because It will be tech-savy all the way on later post with all compressed information inside..Eheheh..GO GO TECHNOLOGY......

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Moment 2 Share

 
  At last I reached my 10th post in this blog...However I am running low of ideas to write about..I just deleted my supposedly my 10th post but..there been issues regarding the font..IT JUST WON'T MATCH..As for now there haven't been any happy experience ,I do wanna share happy thought too..Oh wait..there is...Ehehehhe..just resurfaced back to the days when my parent got the changes to fly with me to peninsular Malaysia...It was a happy experience overall and I do hope they did enjoy staying a few days in Peninsular...They got to Kuala Lumpur,Seremban @ my college, Pahang and maybe some other state..I  dunno because my brother who is responsible for them during their stay..We did encounter some problems but all went well..They only able to stay two days here in Seremban before continuing their journey to Kuala Lumpur...So that contribute to super experience for them to see and feel how's life here in Peninsular...Ehehehe..SO THAT'S ALL SO FAR MY HAPPENING MOMENT HERE IN SEREMBAN...

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Endorama




                I suddenly remembered something..It’s about the test that was promoted in our college during our second semester..I wonder if it will be continued? Our lecturer has changed from ETIQA to PNB..Yups You guess it..from the grand bank itself..He is a part-timer though but all the lesson before this semester seem like useless now because his style of teaching is brand new..Before this we will be involved with junior as our crew,but now we must make our own group among us and run the business on our own modal…Hmmm I still don’t get it but he did mention about creating A REAL COMPANY! Whoaa..He also mentioning about registering us to SSM….If you don’t know SSM or  it’s real name Suruhanjaya Syarikat Malaysia…The place where all company were born…Hearing it bring trouble to my mind..Anyway I’m still unsure for the time being, but if really happen for real, I will participate and see how things turn out..Let’s focus on the upcoming semester, we will be facing a more challenging subject than before..Moreover, our examination will be in short essay which bring me memory of Form Six…Ehehhee..Not to forget that Economy have come back to haunt me again…Fuuhhh…Tough..Finance..Information Technology In Organization, Process Writing, Marketing Management, Business Law and lastly, Theory In Islamic Business..Don’t forget about the above..It is also one of our subject..Oops.. There is one subject that I think of dropping it out..Taekwando..Hehehehe..it’s just extra-curricular for us but I dunno…So I wanna say…JUST WHAT THE HECK I SUPPOSE TO DECIDE……
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Heart Ache




        To be a human long enough had teach me to tolerate with other human….But I do want to express my opinion on those who had insulted my peace of mind..You of all people just doesn’t realize it yourself that had done your own stuff and ignore own consideration.. Who do you think you are? Being all surrendering toward the one.. But then again you still cling to the devil inside…. You are no less than a slime for all I care….A hypocrite..A liar..The Snake and you will be blind to the truth..For I can see it and I ‘m laughing at your own foolishness…Ahahahah…You who have two pair of eyes…Hark to this message or the swords of justice will slice through your heart soon.. I think for sure that you are better left for dead…AAAAAAARRRRRGGGHHHHHH…Yes, I am angry..I’m mad at people who like to fool people around and think they are the greatest…I despise to those who become the opposite of themselves…..They are the people who is easily fall into the trap of misery for the rest of their life..Bwhahahahah….Why should two become one when one have their own…Ahahahahaha..Deep inside things will grow and then it will be no turn around for the two of you….Don’t,Do not love the same for it will bring disaster for all your connection..EHEHHEHE..SO LONG CRUEL WORLD FOR TIME IS SHORT ON YOU…

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Lend Me Your Brain


This Is More Goth mix with Emo Style..I like To Experiment With Feel Like   Sadness,Anger,Love & Death

                I just want to express it to certain people or person in this matter. I want to say that I care for you...but I’m sorry for not showing it more, for if I show it to you.. You might felt childish. What’s more I don’t know how to show my affection towards people that I love and care. As we both are growing to adulthood. I just hope that you are on the right track of life.. Please don’t waste time to care for someone special and then be heart broken.. Because I don’t and I hope you will do the best for your ultimate moment before venturing into another... I don’t advice people to be like me.. because I’m a lesser being that want nothing else but trying to struggle in this challenging world.. But think for your health. I really want to do something special for you but what..I don’t really want you to know that.. Do try not to hurt the people that you care and care towards you..As for me, maybe sometimes I do get mad at you, but that because it’s my fault for not understanding you better.. If you do not satisfied with me you can freely talk it out, for your opinion DOES matter to me..But I do like your knowledge of stuff around you, and when I do need help you are there to help out..That’s why I sometimes rely much on you.. Certain task is best to done with you around...You and I have our own life ahead of us, but for me... Family does come 1st in my life. Although siblings may not see eye to eye on certain matter but.. I’m willing to tolerate for the sake of this family...

Mindblower 1.1




                Aha...Welcome to this special post. Whereas this special post will unite all emotion and content will be a mash-up. Meaning that this post will contain more than 1 topic with all out feel...That why it’s called THE MINDBLOWER......Okay, this week have been pretty ordinary but what makes it different because an epidemic illness is sweeping our hostel..I am one of the infected one..Now it’s like everybody got it..But I still glad that mine wasn’t dead serious like H1N1 or something like that.. Maybe it was the weather that’s keep raining germs on us..ehehehe..Anyway I should be more focus toward achieving a higher pointer than the last semester..They says that if a student got first class in Degree, they will skip Master and straight to Phd..WOW..that’s interesting. Not to mention canceling out previous loan..Apart from that there are so many things that I want to do during my my stay in Seremban. If I just have the time I wanna take a driving lesson..But NOOOO says my higher ups. Aaah..Eer How about working in here? Where?Factory? permission denied. I was summoned to report back for work at a rubber plantation..Ooooh my....But anyway..After much rational thinking, I did obey my supreme Boss and return to Sabah...and generate my own income...Hmmm..Thinking of learning Mandarin,why would it bother me? BUT IT DID! These Chinese men or women here always mistaken me for their own kind...But where would I find such classes? Wanna learn how to fix mobile phones because I like mobile phones, but how much and where?...THINGS THAT PREVENTED ME TO DO ALL THESE STUFF IS MONEY!TIME! AND GUTS!.....AAAARRRGGGGHHHHH
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Metal Mind

 

             For this post,I wanna share about my love for metal music...Heavy metal,death metal,power metal or even black metal is on my list of favorite song...Well for other genre,let's just say that it must be VERY catchy for me to listen and keep it along with my metal lineup..Ehehehe..But it was nowhere extraordinary for this was all thanks to my brother, who been a great influence to my music liking..They been exposing me to metal song through cassette and video tape..However I ain't blaming anyone because it didn't bring any harm to me...I still remember listening to Messiah,Helloween and Metallica at the very early age of 10? Apart from that they are talented in playing guitar and keyboard..Of course their guitar style is influenced by metal band..I do know the basic guitar chord but don't know how to play electric guitar..But I 'm aware that I actually more into listening rather than playing myself..Just recently, I ventured into the the more dark metal@Black Metal..Ahahaha..wait. Don't think for a second that I really into satanism...NO..Black Metal band is not always talking about satanism in their songs..You really just have to be careful and check their lyrics for any Satanism words...Like Bathory which is Black Metal but their band did undergo evolution of genre.They also considered the pioneer of Vikings and Black Metal.. Recognize King Diamond from Mercyful Fate? I like his high range of vocal chord that is very enticing..I have 3 of his song and all sound great to me...So there you have it, I just wanna state that I do review my song lineup very carefully so that I WON'T GET ANY DIRTY LYRIC AND OR SATANISM IN ANY OF MY SONGS.......

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Tribute To Punchy




This guilt is eating inside of me. I did told someone about this but,I wanna make it clear in here. I want to admit that I have killed a living creature whom I love dearly. I don't know what just happen to me that made me conduct such sinister act. Oh how shame of me, It happen that I was enraged by it's doing the day before the killing happen. My slipper was bitten badly and half torn. The next day it just happen that two of them were fighting over a bird corpse. I just went berserk  and chased it until it went running toward the pool. I managed to hit it with a broomstick that made it howl with pain and stopped running. I turned back only to find a bamboo pole lying not far from  me. I just grab the pole and hit it ON THE NECK! 1st hit was enough to kill it instantly..............I thought that it might just pass out but then,to see it went cold the next hour confirmed me that it has no life anymore....The night went by with tears flowing after the truth sunk deep inside my conscious brain and heart....Thus I regret hitting my Punchy just because what it had done..It had done nothing wrong because Punchy is still a puppy..To think I could kill it when a few weeks before,I begged God not to take Punchy life away when it was ill and bleeding on it's nose and I took care of it most of the day....This memory will  forever etched in my brain for the rest of my life.I am guilty and should be punished..I  hope  this will teach me A VERY PAINFUL LESSON and IT WON'T EVER HAPPEN EVER AGAIN...

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Mobile Craving





As you all know I am a big fan of technology especially mobile phones.I'm very fond of phones because it is increasingly more sophisticated and modern from day to day..I bet it will replace computer and laptop soon..Heck even now as I write this,brand like Apple,Samsung,LG etc has already produced their own tablets.Recognize well Ipad 1&2 from Apple?Hah,these tablet is slowly but surely replacing laptop and computer as a tools to get their jobs done..Tablet with only big touchscreen with camera not to mention Internet connection such  as Wifi and 3G to offer and lightweight sure able to attract customer from any background..Not to mention me too...I do thought that I should buy a tablet but with my current budget,I have to sacrifice my Toshiba to realize my dream..eheheh..That is not an option! Anyway I do wanna own a high end phones just like my siblings albeit they have their income..This means that I should be saving money around 1000-1500 ringgit,because my target phone haven't arrived yet. My wish is to compare between Nokia N9 and Samsung Wave III. Before this I am a BIG fan of Nokia phones but with Nokia struggling with WP7,I just have to wait for it.For now my favor is more towards Samsung Wave or Galaxy lineup..As I also read that Samsung is the one that able to beat Apple Iphone..Eheheheh..Hope so,and for those who want to buy Nokia phone,Go ahead,Symbian is still alive and kicking..As for me one thing for sure "SUPPORT NOKIA,BUY SAMSUNG.THE HELL WITH IPHONE,REVIEW HTC.WHO'S MOTOROLA,MAYBE LG"

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Hotel Disaster




            Hello,it's me again...So I just set up my blog,a tweak here and there will appear but for now I am satisfied. So what do I wanna share for this section? How about Hotel Disaster...Ehhehehe.Not much of a disaster actually,it just a new experience for me to work as a waiter inside a hotel. I dunno how many star they had got, but still I can say they lack quality and they keep em shit inside. Hey if they can  offer a high end service up to 100 000 ringgit they must be good right...NOT! The hotel I worked lack worker so they hired outside people such as student like me to be a waiter. First impression just not a happy experience. In fact it was horrible,with first hand seeing what inside looks like. I  just feel sick with that hotel. What can you say with their own worker,rude and less tolerant with newbie..Toilet with their own nastiness that shocked me but did made me laugh my heart out...Should I describe it?Absolutely not..I didn't see it first hand but to listen what my friend just went through, just give me a very clear image of what inside. If one might acceptable but two toilet is just wrong man...Two toilet with shit and piss everywhere is VERY offensive to everyone. To think a hotel with very pleasant presentation able to have such disgusting place to work...oooh my..If only the guest knew the misery of what behind the wall lies, maybe all hell will break loose...For me I just don't feel like wanna work there.Hey,just think for yourself,what if an emergency happen to you while you are working? Do you feel like using the those damned toilet? Maybe you can say that that you willing to take the long way to reach a better toilet..As for me,I just don't have any respect for those who hide nasty behind them and still able to charge expensive service to their customer..
TO HELL WITH YOU R*Y*L*  d'B*NT*NG HOTEL.

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INTROducing My own Blog

         




            Ehehehe..Hello and welcome to my first and ever blog...I quite nervous writing my first blog content..So eer..What should I do first...Oh yeah, let me introduce myself to all reader. The name is Claren..currently age at 21 years old and still a student...For the time being I am studying for my Bachelor in Business Management at Seremban Alpha college..Not famous that college but the program is from UUM sintok though..Already granted approval from MQA...Now in my second year a.k.a 3rd semester. Okay, I am from small town called Tambunan located in Sabah. I like listening to music specifically Metal genre.Any sub genre from that genre is my cup of tea. I also like mobile phone,always bought magazine as much as possible to get any new update regarding newer mobile phone. I myself had changed mobile phone over these past years....Erm,any stuff else..How about my sibling..I have 10 and the last is me..Okay let's go to what the purpose of my blog..What makes me want to create my own blog? Ah yes, it was started not long ago...ehhehehe no,no,no..It was very recently that my lecturer ask us if anyone had started blogging..From that point onward, my brain thought like "Hell,why did I didn't start my own blog? I could express my FEEL unto me bloggie...ehehehe" So I did today.What will show on this blog is my own free will of brain that work like, I dunno,maybe like manic I guess...My blog will not bind to any rule, if I were to think radical,sure I will write it out in this damned blog..Woah..see my feel is like wanna burst out uncontrollably. What do I care about other people response to my thought...This is just me.. Maybe by reading my blog you might know me better because THIS IS WHAT I THINK INSIDE THIS WRETCHED BRAIN OF MINE...

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